I've been thinking lately about how I've overcompensated for things in the past. Trying to run away, if only for a short time, from being born a guy. I think back to when I used to wear heavy makeup to cover my male face, and wish for a huge bust to distract from my male chest.
I've noticed lately that this has been subsiding. I am comfortable with minimal makeup (mostly thanks to laser, but also because I'm not stressing over its shape so much now). I even went out with minimal breast enhancement a couple weeks ago (I normally wear a 38C or D, but went out in a nice push-up 38A bra). I've also taken to not wearing my padded panties every time I go out.
The difference in how I feel has been subtle, but moving. I feel more like it's me I'm presenting rather than a facade.
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